weird sleeping patterns

i cant sleep. all a sudden im all awake.. 4am today. =/ i couldnt go back to sleep and i was all sweaty. the dreams were so weird and so tiring to the mind. its as though i still need to think while i sleep. i have to think of what needs to be added into the dream. what kind of dream is that? no it wasnt a dream about you. the dream was like planning for an adventure camp all by myself. with all the paper work and the sorting of logistics. what kind of dream is that. its so weird. i actually wake up itchy and sweaty. lord. i curse this unhealthy sleep and the heat of the night. i pray for more cooling nights to come. i really cant take it.. let this be the last night such things happen.. i wan to dream, not to think of what i should dream. its draining.

the chinese doctor

awesome! today was my first time to the chinese doctor. haha heard stories abt how painful they would press on your bruises so i was pretty much geared for the pain. haha so yea i went to check on my hand and feet. and when it was my turn. he asked me what are u here for? so i started pointing out my bruises and pain at my feet. and. as he is abt to start his "work" i hold my breath. AND! its no pain at all -.- hahah its super confortable hahaha and now im all wrapped up. only allowed to removed it tmr night. to be honest, the medicine init is so hot! and its really hard to type anything hahah but it was a fun experience. haha fun coz my dad checked too and he was yellin away. hahahaha uber funny. haha i shall find the picture and upload it. yay!

27apr!

wooo! it my actual day and it was awesome day! first time in my life! i received soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many greetings on my phone and FACEBOOK hahahahahhahahahaha damn cool i had to reply with that NEW INJURED LEFT PALM I GOT DURING MY PARTY! so awesome! its soo cool, it slows down my typing speed by like half or even more! super awesome and today i spend it with 2 brothers! sean and ranford!

was just so random, like i just feel like cutting my hair and ranford wanted to cut his too and the next moment we got our hair done! (really bro your hair looks different ) hahaha he claims it looks the same. =( but mine.. maybe just notused to it hahaha can afford to go back again. IF I GOT HAIR THE NEXT TIME ROUND!! hahahha

and after cutting our hair, we went to bras basah to meet sean to get books but we failed so instead we looked at guitars and WOO! ranford found his new love! haha man i also want one hahahhahaha its so small and cute! i can barely play properly with it! thats how awesome itis!! its a kids classical guitar hahah uber cool. i can always accompany u back there to get it ran! just call! =D

dinner was great, i had astons again. =P simply, awesome. haha

wow. i just bombed so much. hahaha but today was fun =) but, the guitar hero from my hse is gone.......... they, taken it away ... i canot practise anymore... oh well. i better rest my hands b4 army takes me away hahhaa

LRT

lol yesterday was my first time taking the LRT! man i felt like a cheapo roller coaster sia. hahaha anyway, i was accompanied by a friend and we went one whole round and she pointed out afew place which were great spots to take photos!!

man im soooo gonna go there one day to take nice shots of old train tracks and hopefully, there's trains! haha

i think i'll really name the album "the other side of singapore" cause it looks damn foreign to me hahaha so yea! cant wait to take photos soon. as soon as i recover from this flu, cough, sorethroat and aches. hahaha

unstability

ever since that letter came, time seems so precious. as though, after that day, i'll never be able to do anything ever again. moreover, i've been turning down so many events because it all happening after that date. the feeling is really bad. every morning, im one day closer to it. every morning there's no longer that smile on my face. every morning, i fear every morning.

ive just turn down an offer to perform on stage a 25 min bbox performance just because its after that date. guess im running dry on the word and just starting to look back at myself. how empty, how dark, how dry i am without god. well, at least everyday ive something to do for now. planning for events (birthdays), dance, practise my guitar, bbox. maybe i spending so much time that i forgot to start my day right again. yes i'll start every morning with a word of prayer =)

because without God, we cannot without me, God will not

hmm a new view to music

well, to be honest. my music has always been sad, emo, suicidal, anger, death, so on. guess it really takes another person who has another love of music to open my eyes that i should also appreciate songs that are happy, lively, love songs.

because ive always been listening to songs for tunes, not lyrics. so, maybe, i should start being aware of the lyrics. bcoz hearing more sad only means u'd be sad all the time. so yup. thanks elizabeth!! wont entirely change my music.but ill just include it as a genre ill appreciate. hahah

the night out at caleb's

it was my first ever overnight baking. haha pretty fun! but i can agree 4 is a lil too many hands unless we really baked some cookies and muffins along with the cake all at the same time hahahaha

here's our master piece~!

the mango cheesecake!

haha looks pretty good i must say ^^

other than baking that cake, i also learned to free hand draw from caleb and haha, didnt go too well but practise makes perfect =D.

and yea we didnot sleep at all.
just chatted till dawn and played halo3! it was pretty fun i must say hahah

hope to have more fun with you guys soon =D

till im free again, 2 years later..

Enlistment Notice(full-time/operationally ready national service)
You are hereby required under Section 10 of Enlistment Act(Cap 93),
to report for enlistment on
12 June 2009(Fri) 8am
to
Special Operation Tactics Centre (SOTAC)

miracles do happen

Lord, it it because i see your Grace

You see my faith.

and the hearts desire of the the righteous shall be granted.

Amen.

free hand drawing!

after much impressive drawings done by caleb, ive decided to give it a try too ^^

and this is what ive got!


lol so much for the first time, dont really know why i drew is at the side of the paper either^^ lol

aww man 1 year..

always been successful in hacking into this dumb private wow server.
what have i done?
maybe i was too careless this time..
yes, maybe my mistake was too noticeable.

this is what i have to face
a 1 year ban from the game.

sigh.....


ok time to start playing a new private server ^^ WOOO!