Saturday, January 2, 2010


happy new year everyone!

this year will be different =)

Sunday, November 8, 2009

ponders on...

what could be done....

i am just too vulnerable..

will this be the end of me?..

Sunday, October 11, 2009


Sundays are happy days.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

8 oct

the date sets for my MRI scan on the knee..
could it be just a partial or a complete tear..
no one knows till then...

this is making me worried.. as i duno where am i going to be posted to as my knee is taking a long time to recover...

somehow... i hope i stay..

if its your desire, it will be my motivation...

Friday, September 11, 2009


and i thought this day will never come.
thank God =)

Friday, September 4, 2009

my heart still sings..

Tonight I've Fallen and i cant get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night I miss you, I can just look up
and know the stars are holding you holding holding you tonight

Chorus of "Tonight" by FM Static

Thursday, September 3, 2009


first of all... from no where.. i had shin splint on both legs from excessive running.. and now.. i busted my knee from jumping off the stupid ramp... how dumb can this be.... are my legs really that weak... if my legs already cant take such impact... do i even wanna think about airborne? or rather... should i even stay in the commandos...what should i do.....