8 oct

the date sets for my MRI scan on the knee..
could it be just a partial or a complete tear..
no one knows till then...


this is making me worried.. as i duno where am i going to be posted to as my knee is taking a long time to recover...


somehow... i hope i stay..

if its your desire, it will be my motivation...

POP

and i thought this day will never come.
thank God =)

my heart still sings..

Tonight I've Fallen and i cant get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night I miss you, I can just look up
and know the stars are holding you holding holding you tonight


Chorus of "Tonight" by FM Static

why...

first of all... from no where.. i had shin splint on both legs from excessive running.. and now.. i busted my knee from jumping off the stupid ramp... how dumb can this be.... are my legs really that weak... if my legs already cant take such impact... do i even wanna think about airborne? or rather... should i even stay in the commandos...what should i do.....