A good end to our Major Project

After a long 8 months of our Major Project,
we ended it with a BBQ
my team organized it and boy, it was a bash!
we had so much fun and to think that we only planned it in less than a week!
It was an unforgettable night and it was great knowing you all =)



I hereby wanna thank Naz who brought the marinated chickens
(and i apologize too for always giving you wrong directions),
Hanyang who brought the Booze,
everyone who turned up of course, =)
and my team, J3 productions, who planned this all out at the 11th hour =D cheers

(more BBQ photos here)

an empty soul

so my final year project is finally over.
judging was a disaster.
did not sleep the night before just to get the codes done
and the freaking battery died when the judges asked for a demonstration.
I'm filled with disappointment and at the same time,
I feel empty.

almost 8months wasted on this project
somehow, it became part of me

or maybe, I just need my rest
till this disappointment fades away

but then again, its just a time to catch my breath
for the next 2 weeks bring my lab tests, report submission and my term tests

(God, there's nothing i can do now but to leave my grades to you.)

3 monkeys

i had fun with you guys =)

but bias la! all thanks to stephanie =D


JEM.


JOEL.


STEPHANIE.

endure

down with flu and cough
reports to write
testings to do
project to complete
lack of sleep
so many things to do with so little time

I'm dead beat
but I have to pull this through

just 1 more week till the tensions all over
though it doesn't stop there
but at least there's space to breathe



I so need you God
I'm already, using every last bit of strength to pull this through

free hugs?

how i wish i could have one right now..

bittersweet memory

seeing you today was no surprise
you, still as beautiful as ever.
your sweet smile just melts me ever so quickly.
how i wish i could hug you freely

but, indeed. the silence killed us both
things are just so different right now
we are no doubt, worlds apart

even if we start over, we know we will end up here
so i guess, its best for us to stay like this
to keep you as my bittersweet memory

its here =DD

canon EOS 450D

i finally got you =D

more pictures to come from me from now on =P

RRRAAAWWWRRR!!!

lost in love

never know losing it would be such a pain
to hold on to you, is it all in vain?
letting go doesn't seem to change a thing
"Only time will tell" the people around say

time past, im still the same
but you, you're wearing his ring

its time to move on
there's nothing more to say
but im lost in love, all over again

my Saviour

he could move the mountains
he rose and conquered the grave
he does wonders
so much so, sometimes
i feel my things are too little for him
but i continued to seek him first.

God answers prayers
Believe it
he answered mine

been seeking for a chance to perform in church
and He placed me at the right place at the right time
and now, i've finally got the chance to do so
maybe he knew i wasn't prepared then

now. im sure =)

i can do all things through him who strengthens me

Stage Fright

am I ready?
to face that crowd,
with those eyes that glares into your soul
as though they are draining your life away
expecting nothing but the best



honeslty, the thoughts of it makes me shiver
But im sure, I can pull this through

Awkward

To dream of you,
a sweet dream i don't wanna up from,
to not speak of you
for such a long time
But
there you are
in my dreams

all so sweet. but awkward.

(you may be in my dreams, but not in my heart.)

Missing you

Title of the post says it all.