ponders on...

what could be done....

i am just too vulnerable..

will this be the end of me?..

=)

Sundays are happy days.

8 oct

the date sets for my MRI scan on the knee..
could it be just a partial or a complete tear..
no one knows till then...


this is making me worried.. as i duno where am i going to be posted to as my knee is taking a long time to recover...


somehow... i hope i stay..

if its your desire, it will be my motivation...

POP

and i thought this day will never come.
thank God =)

my heart still sings..

Tonight I've Fallen and i cant get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
and every night I miss you, I can just look up
and know the stars are holding you holding holding you tonight


Chorus of "Tonight" by FM Static

why...

first of all... from no where.. i had shin splint on both legs from excessive running.. and now.. i busted my knee from jumping off the stupid ramp... how dumb can this be.... are my legs really that weak... if my legs already cant take such impact... do i even wanna think about airborne? or rather... should i even stay in the commandos...what should i do.....

a nice song i recently heard

Your Guardian Angel
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]