a nice song i recently heard

Your Guardian Angel
by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus


When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

ponders on

maybe.. she's really that heartless...
maybe she really doesnt care at all
maybe she's really that mean..
maybe.. she wasnt putting on a show
maybe.. she really wants me to stay away from her
maybe.. I really disgust her...
maybe.. she really has no feeling...


BUT

maybe.. shes not showing me her true colours..




what are the odds...

shagged

keep pressing on Joel.

words from the heart

I want to fall in love with you... over and over again..

days of MC

been pretty bored at home... everyones in camp... or working.. dont ever wanna be sick again... dont wanna waste my time again...

my little prayer

oh God, make me stronger.
not to be vein but to survive in this place
the competitions are just so high that the the weak ones are just gonna be left behind
I don't want to be left out in this game Lord.
As I train Lord, protect me from injuries
I want to be the best.
an edge above the rest.
so that I could shine
in glory of your name.
Amen.

2nd book in

wanted to book in with a hug. but ended up with a slap